so it's been weird. i think things are settling down a bit, or at least my mind has stopped racing and is now slowed to a jog. little things are setting off the oddest reactions, though. stupid self-pity moments, mostly, but they're usually limited to a few minutes. i think there's been another lesson in all of this, if only i could figure out what that was. i've been getting back on the exercise bandwagon, though, so i'm proud of myself. haven't missed a day this week yet. yeah, it's only tuesday. five miles today, though.

        started another new book this week. the da vinci code. i'm going to try to enjoy it, while keeping in mind that it's purely fictional. yes, i know what it's about. i'll let you know my thoughts on it, if i have any.

        wow, i really need to get some work done, though. it's definitely piling up. and my weekends this month will all be full, so there's no procrastination. there's a chance that i'll be driving home every weekend in april, except the last. church conference this weekend, easter next weekend (my mom has promised me a ginormous easter basket because i'm dying from lack of ice cream and chocolate and other sugars), and casting crowns/nichole nordeman concert the weekend after that (followed by the special olympics back here in columbia the day after the concert). i really want to go to that concert, though. if anyone's interested, let me know. nichole nordeman's "woven & spun" cd got me through my sophomore year (along with lifehouse's "stanley climbfall"). and casting crowns is (are? ) just awesome. so yeah. well, hope you're all having a great week. later.