no point whatsoever...

      so i might be quitting xanga. not really. neither will i be taking a break per se, but i'm just not in a very good mood at the moment and want to be angry at something and throw words around. i would say that i'm ready to go back to school, but i'm afraid that this coming year will be so hellish that i'm not exactly eager to jump in. we haven't even begun yet and we're having roommate problems. definitely won't be getting into those on here. for some reason we're also having a time transferring the utilities from our former roommate's names into our own. ugh. and it seems lately i haven't been able to do a dang thing right. i've seriously made some pretty major mistakes and have no idea what to do or how to handle them. at the same time i'm being completely antisocial when that's just about the last thing i want to be right now. i'm a hair's breadth away from quitting my job and dropping out of school and becoming a drug dealer. if only i were kidding. yeah, it's been a good week.

     so pretty much all of my spare time has been spent in the drug-like throes of my favorite mind-numbing novels. not to mention i've also been ill. and i'm also dealing with some sort of rift that's been between me and a friend. ok, this post is going nowhere so it should probably end.

     aaaarrrrrgh! ok, i think i feel a little better now. back to my book.