kinda pointless, really...

     ben folds and joni mitchell are keeping me company tonight. joni's being pretty emotional and deep, while ben is doing his best to keep the conversation light; he's still lingering on some of the same thoughts, though, so it's a good mix. norah jones popped in for some coffee but had to leave. she might come back later. no, i'm not crazy; yes, i realize that they are not actually here. i've just really discovered the first two, though, and i'm enjoying them. both can get a little vulgar every once in a while, which i don't care for, but they still have some good songs. it's been a good diversion from thinking about everything that i have to do and realizing that i haven't begun work on much of anything yet. there's just so much to do, i don't know where to begin. it's like when you have too much to say, so nothing ends up being said. same deal. too much to do, so nothing is finished. i think that illustration would have worked better the other way around. my brain is shutting down, so i apologize if i'm not coming across as particularly sober. i am sober, incidentally. wouldn't have it any other way. i really don't think i'm going to accomplish anything tonight, though, so i might as well stop trying and just relax so i can fall asleep tonight. have to wake up early to write papers. lol.

     i'm kinda in the mood to just go out and do something absolutely crazy. lack of fundage kinda kills any road trip prospects, which would have been my first choice. lack of sleep pretty much kills anything else. i think i might read a book that i don't have to read. how's that for wild and crazy? you have no idea.... oh my. just got the last of the artemis fowl books at the library tonight. might crack that open. yeah. i need to be away from this computer screen for a while. going crazy. no worries. take care, all.